Thursday, September 6, 2007

Out having fun!










So here's me, the momma. My baby and I are heading out for a bike ride through the park.
















Here is my baby, not such a baby, but still
"MY BABY"










And there is my baby taking off from me...

















What can I say, I have the most wonderful daughter in the world...




































































































Peace Dude!!!!

Tuesday, September 4, 2007




Once again our eyes meet

as you pass bye,

I look back at you

with a very subtle sigh.

I can see your smile

through everyone around,

I just sit back and watch

I don't make a sound.

Yet in my mind

I scream for you,

Take me I'm yours

for all the things we can do.

The irristible mystery

Of what we could be,

Slowly but surely

Begin to overwhelm me.

As I glance in your eyes

I can sense your curiosity,

Do you wonder in your mind

Of what we could be?

Where do I begin

If it's wrong or right,

The lust of two friends

Passing bye in the night.

Monday, September 3, 2007


"Walk a little slower Mommy," said a child so small.
"I'm following in your footsteps and I don't want to fall.
Sometimes your steps are very fast,
Sometimes they're hard to see;
So walk a little slower, Mommy.
For you are leading me.
Someday when I'm all grown up,
You're what I want to be;
Then I will have a little child
who'll want to follow me.
And I would want to lead just right,
And know that I was true;
So, walk a little slower, Mommy,
For I must follow you."
Author
Unknown
A poem my daughter came home with from school.
Grade 1. 2006/07

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Oh my dear baby girl,
Wipe away your tears.
Tell me what is wrong,
Tell me all your fears.
No need to worry,
I will protect you.
You are my life,
I will always love you.
You are so young and fragile,
Your but an inocent child.
I fear what will be exposed to you
For the world can be so wild.
Yet i will show you the beauty,
In this amazing world around you.
From the starry nights above,
To the bottom of the ocean so blue.
When you think your all grown up,
Ready to face the world head on.
I will always be right behind you,
When you need me as your life goes on.


Dear Savannah,
You are the light of my life,
the very depth of my soul,
I fell in love with you, with your first breath in this world.
I will teach you how to be a strong, beautiful, successful on the inside and outside.
I will be your strength when your weak,
your wind when your ready to fly.
Mommy loves you baby girl.
For the first time in my life I know I will be ok, there is a difference in just knowing things will get better because they can't get any worse, as to believing in yourself. And I finally believe in myself. I beleive that I will afford my house, my new truck!! I will keep my daughter the happiest child in the world, because I have a way of bringing out the best in her. I love to see her smile, hear her laughter. I love teaching her new things, and watch her face light up when she thinks its cool. She makes me the happiest mommy in the world.

Now I would like someone to light my face up. I want to feel wanted in a different way than as a mommy. I want to feel like the most beautiful woman in the room when he looks at me. I want to feel someone's touch that I can't live without. I want that someone who know's me better than anyone else, and we can curl up in eachothers arms and forget the world around us. I want to laugh with him, I want to make him smile. Someone I can be myself with, be silly which I like to be somtimes. I want someone who wants the same with me......And I guess somewhere out there is someone for me.....Someday I will have him. Till then I will continue on....